The Alternate World Part 3-Emotional Attachment
“Yes Jason!” her soft voice called out to me as I made my way in, “Yes that's good!”. I looked down to Jennifer's face, into her deep blue eyes. I could see the lust in them. I pushed harder, she moaned and squirmed a little as my length went deeper into her.
She gripped the mattress of the bed, “Fuck me now! Now Jason!”. I smiled, and began to move, placing my hands on her cute little waist. Her muff was tight and she moaned with every push I made. My cock felt better and was harder than it ever was before. I slowly began to move faster and harder, wanting more. Our embrace was pure ecstasy, every second was passionate. Jennifer moaned and begged me for more. She seemed almost feral.
“I'm almost there baby”, I said as I felt my climax fast approaching. “Me too!” she managed over her squeaks of pleasure. We got faster and faster, each thrust felt better than the last and I couldn't hold it much longer. “Oh yes!” Jenny moaned, “Harder! Harder! HARDER!” she begged. I did as I was told and her face was alight with passion. “Oh yes! Yes! Yezz! Buzz! Buzz! Buzz!”
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I woke sweating and breathing heavily. I reached over and turned off my alarm. “What the fuck?”. I lifted the covers, I had a huge hard on. I had just had a dream about Jennifer McMillan, the new girl Jennifer McMillan. Well truth be told she wasn't so new anymore, it had been four months since that first day of school and my first encounter with her. I had felt different inside since that day; a feeling I was familiar with, and all too afraid of.
I was getting attached, I had feelings for her. It was half funny, inside my so called “hard outer shell” was a surprisingly softer me. This is what I am afraid of, Jenny had touched that part of me and could expose it. If I somehow mustered the courage to tell her about the way I feel, and she turned me down it would scar me inside. A feeling that I think every man fears and never dares to show. I had tried to convince myself that she wasn't right for me but who was I kidding? She's smart, funny, fucking gorgeous and I had somehow got her to like metal music. She was perfect. Too perfect. “Oh well,” I thought getting out of bed “fucking school in an hour”.
I proceeded with my normal morning routine. I showered, dressed, skipped breakfast (cuz I'm an idiot), brushed my teeth and then headed out to the bus stop. As I neared it I felt something hit my shin. “Ah!” I looked down to find the mystery weapon, it was a small rock. Looking up I saw Jack and Rachel already waiting for the bus. Jack had obviously thrown the rock “'the fuck was that for?” I protested. “Cuz You're so fucking miserable all the time!” Jack replied in a taunting voice, “You need to lighten up man seriously.” I searched for an excuse for my behaviour, “Sorry. I just had a slow start.” was all I could think of.
Shortly after discussing what possible kind of award our school (Everington's) could win for dedication to student life, the bus arrived and I took my usual seat by the window. I turned on my music, a little Avenged Sevenfold does me good in the morning. I kept zoning in and out: thinking about my dream, then not wanting to think about it. As the country landscape rolled by I began to recollect a strange text Jenny had sent me a couple of days ago at about 03:00. 'Are you still awake? Cuz I am ;)'. Why would she send a text at 03:00? Let alone a text to me. It was strange.
The bus finally pulled up outside the front gate of Everington high school. I got off and walked to where my friends and I usually talked before the first lesson of the day. To my surprise Jenny was standing there by herself the cold January air making her shiver a little. My heart leaped, then sank to my shoes. “Hey!”, she said “where is everyone?” She rubbed her fuzzy little hands together to keep them warm. “I was about to ask you the same thing” I replied, “Maybe their buses are late?”
“Nah” said Jenny “Wacky walks to school, she would've been here by now.” For a split second we stared at each other, as if mesmerized by each others company. “Hey!” Jenny said her voice more upbeat, she showed me a website with concert dates on her iPod, “Avenged Sevenfold are touring soon! We should totally go see them!” Excitement welled up inside me. “Hell yeah! You leave the tickets to me, I'll make sure we get near the front.” At that moment the bell rang, signalling first lesson. “Come on! We've got Biology!” Jenny said leading the way.
We sat at opposite end of the room in Biology class, eye contact was almost impossible. Good, and bad. I wanted to tell her, every fibre of my being screamed at me to but I was too cowardly. “Just do it.” I whispered to myself as if it would somehow cure my nerves.
After biology I had a double period of German, with no Jenny to worry about. For how easy the lesson was I could've skipped class and still passed the test at the end. I was good at languages and Humanities, its why I wanted a career in History when I finished University. The bell rang. Finally lunch! A whole hour to my fucking self to just think things over. I took off at what seemed like light speed upstairs to the music department, which strangely enough was probably the quietest party of the school.
I sat and thought for a couple of minutes. When could I tell Jenny how I felt? How would I tell her? What would I say? All these and similar questions formed an unexploded mine of nerves in my mind. My thoughts were interrupted however, when Henry and the Jägae Aaron came through the double doors. “Hey bud” said Henry. “Sup” I replied shortly. Aaron took a comb out of his pocket and began running it through his hair, Henry sat on a nearby windowsill and I stood there looking like a twat. Then I remembered “Where were you guys this morning?” Aaron stopped combing and said “Whaddaya mean? We've been here all day.” Henry simply looked out of the window. They were hiding something, I could feel it. “Well me and Jenny were alone this morning, where were you guys? Oh Henry! I'm getting tickets for me and Jenny to see Avenged Sevenfold you wanna come?” Henry opened his mouth with excitement, then closed it. Then smiled. “No thanks, I think you two'll do just fine.”
Okay, they were definitely hiding something, the Henry I knew would never miss a chance to see our favourite band. “What's going on?” I asked impatiently. I saw Henry and Aaron glance at each other. Then it hit me. “You motherfuckers! You got everyone else away from me and Jenny so we'd talk didn't you?” They glanced at each other again and Aaron smiled, “Maybe” he said matter-of-factly, “did it work?” “Well yeah I talked to her.” I was growing very anxious now, something was afoot. “So do you like her? I mean like like her?” Henry asked. “Oh well may as well tell them now” I thought. I sighed with submission “Yeah I do.”
There was one more glance between them, then they took me by both arms. “What the fuck!?” I yelped as they began dragging me away. “We've got a confession boys!” Aaron bellowed. To my utter feelings of dismay and gut wrenching three Hanae, Christian, Mike and John and one human Oliver burst through the double doors. Christian and Oliver grabbed my legs and together they hoisted me into the air. I was angry, I felt betrayed, but at the same time I couldn't help but see the funny side of what they were doing. “You traitors! I'll strangle you in your sleep!” I said half laughing.
They carried me all the way downstairs to the main courtyard. A huge cheer went up when they found Jennifer, a look of total confusion of her face. They carried me over and dropped me in front of her. “Hi” I said from the ground, “Hi” she giggled in her cute little way. I stood and brushed myself off. The crowd was still cheering things like “Come on Jason!”, “Get on with it!” and “Fro fucks sake!” I tried to say something to her but my mouth was dry. Before I could say anything she said “Do you wanna go somewhere else?” smiling. “Yeah” I said absolutely relieved.
She took my hand and led me upstairs to the music department, the others didn't follow. She turned to face me, “So, is there something you wanna tell me?” She placed my hand on her cheek. Her Jägae fur was soft and comforting. I was so nervous, I had waited for this moment for so long but I was still dreading it. “Fuck it” I thought to myself. We stared into each others eyes, hers like a deep ocean swallowing me. “I love you.” I said and felt a great weight lifted from me. “I love you Jenny.” She was beaming, “Well its about fucking time!” she said, then she leaned in and kissed me sweetly. I closed my eyes, her lips were warm and rich. Time seemed to come to a standstill, we were frozen in the universe. Nothing could touch us.
“He's done it!” came Aaron's voice from outside. What must've been almost the whole of the 4th year students flooded through the double doors. I was instantly buffeted by hugs, high fives and rugby tackles all at once. “ALL RIGHT!” I yelled, “let me at least spend some time with her first ya parasites!” With that they all tramped back through the double doors and downstairs, their cheers still echoing in the halls.
I went back to Jenny, she buried her head in my chest and wrapped her arms around me tight. I embraced her. Her curly brown hair smelled sweet. “I've waited so long for this.” she said. “Me too.”
TO BE CONTINUED....